content
with an empty promise
empty bottles
used boxes
dirty stencils
paint splattered hands
color stained
volume up
buttoned
dreaming consciously
of past illusions
sweet tooth
clean floors
sharpening your
glances…
jealousies
base it off on
balconies
unlimited tendencies
often mistaken
for reality…
the short lived
highs
if i could
sell
just one
just one
with leftovers
of the orange
and blue
my cancer
will be
better for the worse
and unwritten
smokes
and drinks
for all
will be
darker for the day
now that I
found
the cards
of your heart
i can still smell
the scent of
your beats
how you stink
with proof
and ashes
and needles
who scar your
veins
just scratches
of the past
with some yummy cakes
we can all eat and shit
too
Me: i dont believe one word of that
now take off your pants and throw them out the window
Dee: i dont have pants on
so ill just take my legs off
Me: I should have known
Dee: and throw the out the window
Me: that is an even better idea
1. I steal….a lot…only ideas and color palettes, and a whole lot of reference pictures
2. I never knew who I was…I was always afraid to draw and still am to this day, because I am a workaholic and only want productivity and quality. I have always worked too much and always thought it was never good enough, which is very depressing, and I am clinically depressed because of this and other things. Now that I took a break from working from 7am til 12 at night everyday…it is kind of relieving. I feel ok, I needed this and I am doing not so bad. I still hate most of my artworks, but it gives me a tiny sense of encouragement after every time I finish a painting. So I decided, while I am young and most of all, I have time…I am gonna keep making art, no matter how much everything lets me down.
3. I wish I could write what I love reading…I wish I could choose the right words and put them together so it makes sense, but i could never do that. I love reading…I love reading books about science, human nature and the cosmos, they are the most interesting things to read. I am pretty narrowminded when it comes to reading, I just kind of choose what i like and then read what my favorite writer likes and etc. I could never really get into fiction too much, unless it was very realistic and heartfelt, the only books that I really thoroughly enjoyed were Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy. Other books I love are by Daniel Quinn, Richard Dawkins, Carl Sagan, Charles Darwin….and most of all, i love poetry, they’re my favorite things to read, more than anything.
4. LOL (only dirty thoughts in mind on this one)
5. Yeah….a lot of books and music and tv shows, collecting of pictures and art supplies are my side projects.
6. Ha! If I thought I did good work, I would share it a lot more….actually I really hate sharing my work, most of the time I am very embarrassed by them BUT I HAVE TO share them wherever I can, so more people can see it, and maybe think a little bit more about them than I do, and hopefully luckily the right person might see it and i might get a job out of it. So..that is the only reason I want you to see my work, not because I think I am awesome and wanna show off.
7. Yep, No shit.
8. I try…but not many people get sarcasm. Plus I am very quiet around new people, not that I am shy, it’s just really hard to give a shit about people who has nothing to do with you. Wow, I am mean….
9. Yeah, since I came to Mongolia, I only leave the house when i have to go to work which is twice a week…and the rest of the time, i really enjoy staying indoors, mostly because i hate everyone here and the air and the ground and everything here, but I feel extra depressed when i am out and about, and i really just started liking painting again. I HAVE been purposely ignoring a lot of requests from my friends to go out and have fun…which i have literally no interest in.
10. Substraction is Creativity plus a Mini Horse multiplied by a horde of afrikaans, all divided by my sword of penises
PEACE OUT! (drops the mic)
People make drinks out of rabbit poop here. No joke. Apparently it’s good for you
(Taken with instagram)
